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Tuesday, October 27, 2009

title:{Back to School!}

Hello ^_^ !! last weekend was OMG! yes. felt like a NICE (long) HOLIDAY!! it was kinda short but you get what i mean, a break, finally!

ok so... did a lot a lot of wonderful things :) hehehe. and went karaoke twice -_- nvms. once was english songs once was (mostly) chinese, but addie the domineering put a lot of english songs too hehehe. but nice nice songs i so long nvr hear le!

and i completed my SEXUAL SEDUCTION ritual on xeo ;) and i got my sensual seduction too.

hmm. and kinda lazy to blog right now too -.- what else happened... yst was TERRIBLE. but great in a way too, the part where we celebrated xeo's bday o.o'' but other than that it was... omg i totally broke down too. when i reached home at like 10pm (took so freaking long to get home, and the ride + walk seemed extremely long) i felt soooo tired. everytime i stood up to do something it felt wobbly and weak. crappos! hahas but nvm le. i'm energized today and the trauma is alllll over :) shall copy hui may and say, don't ask about this part. so tiring to even think about it. not sure what to do.

ermns. well NOTHING le. now it's back to horrible school. but then graduating in 2 weeks. woah.. feels quite sad as well. sigh~ dear dear dear class. hahas. actually, it feels terrible. sigh, i dont wna think about it! but it's like mixed emotions, i know i'll be damn excited! cuz we're free free free from secondary school, we've COMPLETED something that not everyone can/has ! and we survived and loved and hated-like-shit nanyang all the same~ and sigh, i'm quite emotional but not over this kind of things... so lol. moving on -.-

this week is exciting too! hahas. next week too! every every week :) hehehe. but if there's one thing i still don't like... it's the bloody nag from parents. it comes like EVERY MINUTE. and like just, JUST, now. i'm hearing some shit again. can't believe i can put up with it and just remain silent -.- i totally uds myself why i flare up so often. lols. ok. trying to maintain ZEN. lols! peace. calm. calamity -.- ZZZ. ok shuddup.

skating is awesome :)

and and and. OPERA BROWSER ROCKS LOLS. like. THE BEST. i love it ;)

well, ok i think mozilla was good too but i dun like it now cuz i downloaded it 3 times and it never works on this computer. sigh. and can't be bothered to try other browsers unless kael "insists" (dno what word to use la -.-) LOLS. yes thanks. opera is awesome too :)

6:08 PM;

Thursday, October 22, 2009

title:{Bad Day}

Hello one and all (:

This is going out to all those who have had a bad day today, or just had some screw up some where along the span of 24hours on the 21october2009. (i know, the title up there says 22rd, but only cause i'm blogging at 1:59am. i'll just consider it 21 still.)

Well... Exams have ended and one should think "GREAT! Time to party!" but then you realise today that woah, why on EARTH does it NOT feel like exams are over at all? Why don't you feel HAPPIER or more estatic then you were yesterday. Basically, you don't feel much different. Then you know maybe exams didn't really GET to you at all and you totally didn't put in much effort. But still, one should be happy that the mugging is put on hold!! BUT... turns out today wasn't exactly such a good start to freedom eh?

I can give a few examples. Trashy first TWO hours of freedom spent staying back in school for some... not exactly nonsense but still nonsense business! Okay, if it didn't take thaaaat long I would consider it necessary but it was just too draggy and the mood wasn't right. We need our lunch man! Then, afternoon was much better. But come home and everything crashes.

First, Hui May. Well, something not so pleasant huh but I wouldn't say here. But look at hm, still very well functioning. Still able to smile :) and probably sleeping well now.

Then, Dear & I. Freaking restless and talking about shit again. (actually, the shit is NOT talking...) and sort of arguing instead. Not really, cause we didn't get flared up or anything of that sort, don't worry ;hehe :3 just I felt really empty and he felt lonesome-ish? and when talk is like... same as not talking. Play also, same as not playing! Ends up worse. (but thanks for the games anw, if you see this at all. I wouldn't have satisfied my audi-fetish if not for those few games hahas. Just couple comp... GRRR. Fang bu xia!) And just getting irritated, feeling everything is stupid, feeling stupid. Blaming each other. Finding out things are changing, not to the way you want it. Even worse, realising that they're not changing but have always been this way just that you were too blind to see it. It's just hard to take.

Wanting everything and getting most of it. You start taking it for granted.

Wanting everything and getting less of it. You start asking for more.

Wanting everything and not getting any. You start cursin', start feeling frustrated and irritated easily.

Pampered, selfish, unthankful brat. I am.

But eat some ice cream and it all floats away. Hahas. Then at about the same time -- Xeo. Something as well. Hope you get it through! hahas. But we're still okay. We're not slashing away at ourselves... yet. You know, I wonder how much I can take, if i have to take it, before I BREAK.

So sometimes, things turn out like shit and you don't know how to fix them the right side up. Then you just have to say KANASAI ! And just heck, really HECK.

then depending on the problem, if it's one like the one on my mind, just see who submits first. Then you just submit first, then everything is okay already. Cause you don't actually want to be pissed at them, you CAN'T be pissed at them... You know it! Then I looked back today and a lot of the problem really lies with me. Sure, you don't reply but I don't have to be so irritated over that. Just let things be. If you don't care, my concern can only extend thus far. Sometimes you need a break, if not you will breakk. heehaw. so funny. LOL. Well, all I'm trying to say is, it doesn't have to be this way if you don't want it to be. If you tried your best already, there is no point to try beyond your beyond-limits, because it just will NOT reach the other party or be appreciated. On the other hand, if you just keep letting the shit hold you down (like stick to the ground or too heavy so can't accelerate upwards), things will never change. You can feel shit now, you'll feel shit later and you'll feel shit before you sleep. Then you will have nightmares like me.

Crap, do you even know what the freak I'm talking about . honestly, I don't! And can you totally feel I'm just not feeling right today. I used a grand total of THREE smileys in this whole chunk of rubbish. It's okay, you don't have to understand. Not-understanding IS understanding. Cause my brain is just a mess now and I'm not even trying to think of what to type. Just vomitting it all out in yet another bloody mess. I wanna vomit my stomach out.

And... so the conclusion (continue from two paras before) is... I need to smile more. I need to sound more pleasant. I need to stop thinking my fringe is ugly and weird. I need to tell people how I feel. I need to be more assertive! But at the same time, stick to my values of being "submissive". I need to learn to make others feel good around me, feel good about themselves. I took pictures with Bobble, Snowpooh, Raggy and Cloudy today. Ermns. Just a random thing.

I hate hypocrisy. ohyeah, Who doesn't? lol. Today, I deserve the Porn Star Award, the Sex Award (man, i forgot the name!) and the Award for blogging. (even though I lag, cause people usually type this kinda shit when exam stress is getting to them. But exams end ler... hehe)

Bye.

P.s. Interesting thing today: shopped for Bras with xeo whoo ^-^~ (ohyeah baby, another smiley)

P.s.s. I FEEL LIKE WEIRD GIRL NOW LA. TYPE WEIRD STUFF. NVM, type liao just post.

MY BRA IS STUCK. kekeke!

1:55 AM;

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

title:{}

i
am
really
not
studying.

is
what
i'm
doing

the right thing?

no...

will
i
regret?

10:43 PM;

title:{Biology of Me}

Okay.. i know i really shud not be doing this but...

heck bio!

you can tell i'm bored. right.

so happens nothing goes into AND STAYS my brain, what do you want me to do!? -.- i just conveniently wasted 1 hour anyway :) (finished lunch at 3:30, now it's 4:39)

math, ah, heave a sigh of relief. (kena cheated since so little trigo rawr!) butbut! there's still part 2 ;( why oh why ! i want to get it over and done with :( but really, the second time, i will start math earlier. as much as i like math/like doing it/whatever, all the math in ONE DAY is simply no-no!! it's like, TOO MUCH MATH makes you brain die. and when your brain cells die, none left to remeber bio stuff (:

yesterday went to library to study with xeo addie ying and jen. and omg a lot of amusing things but yea.. nothing much. just mug. came home, mug. sleep.

ALL EXAMS SHUD JUS START AT 12PM !!

hahas. i liked it today! hmpfs~ still can wake up and study last minute (VECTORS) mygod -.- i crammed vectors in 10minutes and like totally ._.'' bleh.

and my PHONE. yes, phoneless. umm.. the story is long. and it all started with waking up on de wrong side of the bed. will be able to contact me soon enough xD see how! byebye :)

3:43 PM;

Monday, October 12, 2009

title:{UHN TISS}

uhn tiss uhn tiss uhn tiss baby uhn tiss uhn tiss uhn tiss

you weren't spsed to understand that :P

^.^

it is when i'm feeling worst that i seem the finest.

hmm how weird. maybe i'm jus tired to re-live it and explain everything. what a day it was yesterday... everything that could go wrong, went wrong. rly, EVERY STEP i took, the result just u-turned and hit me in the face. but there's no time to blog cuz i wasted 3 hours alr. it's time to mug :3 ciaos !

before that. skirt (w/ the belt or wtv if it's one piece). mine. UHN TISS.

2:58 PM;

Saturday, October 10, 2009

title:{10.10 =D}

heyheyheyhey EVERYBUDDY :D

LOLS let's see who gets fooled into thinking this is not a new post cuz of the everybuddy :P nehh.. why am i blogging x.x there's nothing to blog about. life is moving so slowlyyyyy. it's like STUCK. cuz of EOYs. less freedom and everything but i'm happy i still can go out-- relatively much lols! well, ok, for one, it's my CHOICE i decide to go out and study less, not whether anyone allows me or not. oleh! choose your freedom :)

umms. why do i feel like EOYs are sort of over? because.. math is fun so i won't consider it studying... physics is awhile later, so the physics-is-not-over-yet-you-gogo feeling will kick in... say next week xD and bio. bio. bio. i hate bio. therefore am hecking bio. still doesnt make sense. ohwell. my body is jus rebelling and refusing to study right now cuz i have no mood to do so :3 will-study-later.

anyways, last week. studied studied. and in the end? chem die. yar chem is really dead cuz i killed it! >:) rawr la. study so hard and for whut?! to PHAIL. simply hate all the chem teachers. wtf were those weird question about. unfair unfair. totally nvr see before and not to mention, lai lai. thanks for teaching us SO MUCH... and unlike other teachers, she just doesn't want to give us any hint or whatever one. wth. hate like shyt.

hmm last week.. i went to kael's hse too. can't rmb i think twice lols. and then the second time was after studying a bit with xeo. (hohoho we were both feeling very lethargic [spelling] and decided to slack off early that day) and! arrived there that time -- no hse key -_- lols ok anw i don't wna talk about it cuz i find it a bit funny at first... and sad tt i can't go in larh. but then what happened next jus made me very very scared -.-; yupps. nvm. don't bring it up again. :X

and then. friday went to watch 500 days of summer. LOVES. haha. absolutely :) and yes. rushed to do so many things after that. hoho... i rush until rly 1 min later and i would have to wait another 40mins for the next bus :) happy i walk so fast. lala. but the stupid dental made me wait. sigh. i wanted to go to this shop in far east one la. then end up the dental.. kns.

yups. and then tday spsed to do out but no more liao cuz i too guai. so nvm, tday guai tml can treat myself go out =D going to watch edward scissorshands! or isit sissorshands? lol. anw. by tim burton so i KNOW I'M GNG TO LIKE IT! yessshhh :D yay. i veh happy thinking about it now ^-^ wheeeez. can't wait. and going vivo to try the cute dress (and another one maybe). YES :D i hope it's not too ex (wishful thinking -.- considering the shop...) yarhh.. but i saved 100 over bucks from sept and oct's allowance! so am going to buy it. if it fits and nice. YEAH. haha! idc. i like it i'm actually gng back to try it (that day at vivo the shop close le. it was 11+pm XD) see? good reason to buy. if not keep thinking of it. whooz.

wheez whooz.

walalala.

bitch :D haha! mulululu.

gna go slack off until 3.30pm before i study (that's how little computer time i give myself tday! i know i give until 3pm sure fail cuz not enough. then 4pm like too waste time) butbut. last night i say use how long also use until 3am oops -_- nvms. today is DIFF. today is not slack day, yst was, cuz after chem needa relax. lols! so... yeah. tata :)

I BLOG SO LONG LOR.

1:59 PM;

Friday, September 04, 2009

title:{WIND IN MY HAIR}

HIHI EVERYBUDDY ! I just realised that I pick up the house phone just now saying "hihi" -.- usually i only do that on my hp ? LOLS.. and hse phone spsed to say professionally "hello?" hahaha ok rubbish.

-see good mood-

past few days arh.. i've been a bloody mad girl -.- sometimes i don't know what i'm doing or saying.. and i get so pissed, when i finally cool down, i get mad at myself. don't know is if because i think i've been unreasonable and too unkind... or whether it's because i let myself cool down and talk to people nicely when i don't even want to (yet).. but yupps.. i do believe it's more of the former. acckkkks. well. now that yesterdays are over, i'm happy again.

tuesday was actually kind of a weird day.. i was really really feeling so fcked when i was wet and drenched and Freezing. it was, very horrible. but i'm sorry, i really shouldn't have tried to put down the occasion and maintained my happiness. and jus.. enjoy being frozen, with dirt in my eye and other sort of weird stuff. well but it was still a great day. and umms, i love the wind rushing at me, i love the speed and excitement and i love love love being cycled by kael ♥ yo addie, i take back the part where i said "i'm never going to cycle again"... well techinically, i wasn't the one cycling. tee hee. but yes!! the feeling of everything was just great! (referes to when i'm not freezing).

and if you don't believe you can freeze in singapore, (who will believe la)... JUST BELIEVE. because addie's hands turned blue-ish and my hands turned. COMPLETELY WHITE. yes completely. no colour at all. it was scary -.-

and the best part of it all was being able to explore the men's toilet. JOKING. LOLOL ADDIE. this time we do research TOGETHER LEH ! must have been so much more fruitful right?! we realise that the men's toilet has a very weird set-up/arrangement of facilities. (i.e. where the sinks would have been for the females, were to loos!!) hmm and you can get lost! which is not good cause then you will see things you don't want to see while finding your way out. and anw, we totally just walked out when some ppl were using uh.. the toilet :( acks!

nvm. i'm sure i looked like guy cause i was wearing a guy shirt and i am flat and i was wearing a skirt and i was holding a glossy blank hand bag. whoo!

right right, moving on. nothing much. just felt very full (blehhhhhs must stop eating. eat cheap food also no use cause end up buying one million things then become almost same price le you rubbish baby!!) altho addie claimed we didn't eat a lot. rawr! but i was still full leh!! then we got play L4D and audition =) the stupid chair/table made for tall ppl de. i cnt audi on it -.- well.. cnt audi WELL on it ;X

then we move on to yesterdayyy~ which was. an annoying annoying annoying day!! *ANNOYED* i went out for about 1 hour 45 minutes in total, INCLUSIVE OF TRAVELING TIME, and yea just... basically, wtf am i doing. i don't know if i shud be more irritated that i went out for so short and did nothing, NOTHING, except collect the bloody things from the exhibition. but i promised gum alr so yupps. anw, it would have been very mafan for gum too, so why not i go lo :) or that i shud be more irritated that i could have jolly well gone out for 1 hours ONLY (save 45 minutes of my time) but i went there and look at art pieces for SPR LONG (dno why!) and i waiting for smebody reply huh.. and then i waited more and then i felt bloody hungry but i have NO MONEH.. then i just. STONE. walk around and WASTE TIME. until i miss the 6:30PM bus and had to take the 7:15PM one -.- and yeah.. i really don't know WHY i just stayed out longer, perhaps wanting to make my little "outing" alone more fruitful but ended up making it simply more useless than ever.

and yes. i had to WASTE a grand total of $2 on TRANSPORTATION. AND I ALREADY HAVE NO MONEY. and it's not ezlink money. it's like NEED TO USE MY FRESH SHINY COINS AND PAY ONE. bloody -.- yes. wtf la. psps -.- it's over, i'm not pissed at anything or anyone else anymore, except maybe myself ok. but just thinking about it brings back MEMORIES~ (uh huh sure).

right! then we move on to an absolutely FABULOUS FRIDAY!!

CIP WAS GREAT. EXCELLENT. MARVELLOUS. *KISS* !!

And we didn't have things to sew anymore YAY! then can slack and then can eat and slack and play games! played taboo, played wu gui wu gui tiao, played some finger/number counting game. and played pictionary. i hate you addie. he draw one SNAIL and then u guess it and then i draw so xin ku then you CANNOT GUESS. but then again, all the drawings builded up to that word :@ !! idc !! kay then we... ate. OMG EAT EAT EAT. OMG -.-

ok shhh. and then... basically, CIP ended at almost 6:30, collect back, dismiss and arrange and split up cans and everything. and guess what time i reach home. NINE. (plus plus abit) yes, no mistake, NINJA NINE O CLOCK. if i were a ninja i would really wish to teleport back with all my tin cans la. bloody hell! no more condo bus and i miss the BLOODY 852 after like waiting 30minutes for it. then had to wait another what 20mins?! stupid 852. the first time wait was srsly 30mins, NO KUA ZHANG-ing. i really LOOKED AT MY HP TIME ONE =.=

and the worst part. walking in THE ROAD with twenty tin cans. me and my maid split and like omg we kept trying to help each other and we were totally dying. it's one thing to hold all at one go, but can rest and stop and yah, and then another to go on and on and on for 1km without rest or no variation!! like eg. i carry all 20 over the overhead bridge, then like only aft crossing everything then a bit tired. then put down to rest and call nelly. then dno why we walking in the 1km tgt and holding less tin cans each then like dying like that -.-

and at this point i wld like to thank kael a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot ♥ a lot ♥ or always helping me carry all the horribly heavy tin cans !! esp today good response arh~ then.. woah heavy! haha sorry sorry torture ur hands and legs but thanks thanks! ^-^~

and then when i'm on the note of thanking him, thanks for overfeeding this cow here too. oops oops. time to save $ la! and don't keep eat nothing. eat your greens!!!

and last one has been super impt to me this past week. thankyou for passing me that $15 ohh ;X it's like.. i have TWO BUCKS (and 15 cents) left as of today. YES MY MOM IS BACK. and umms. i really don't know how else i would have survived if you didn't because then i would have... negative $12.85 ?? which is not possible so... I RLY DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY. hahas. except that i'm really happy and a really lucky girl ^____^ !!

and thanks addie for lending me one million bucks without interest.

tday happy, so blog long long. ciaos! btw, holidays are here and me and addie were jus discussing how it totally doesn't feel like holiday. mayb just MAYB because tmr still have to go sch at 9 am hello. what sort of holiday starts like that! nvm i'm sure it will be a fruitful holiday (think of it as studying, or as slacking and doing fun stuff like yfc or as going out etcetc., your choice!) yeshhh. ciaos!

9:46 PM;

Sunday, August 30, 2009

title:{Come What May...}

Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
Want to vanish inside your kiss
Every day I love you more and more
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sing?
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high
No river too wide
Sing out this song and I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather,
And stars may collide
But I love you

Until the end of time

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Hello . I know I haven't been the best person to talk to for the past... 1-2 days. I'm really sorry if my tone has offended you in any way, and I'm really sorry if whatever I have said has been very mean and unfair. I'm sorry if I said something you don't want to hear, sounded pissed off and what not. I'm sorry if I haven't been an understanding enough person and for ignoring any of you. I don't really know what I was I doing.

Today I practically slept, slept and slept. I even fell asleep on my damn sofa the whole entire freaking night. And then everyone thinks that I was on the phone the whole night/ I didn't sleep the whole night/ was playing the whole damn night cause I wasn't sleeping at the right place. When I HONESTLY didn't talk on the phone at all, I got off my comp at 12:30AM sharp and I really really JUST FELL ASLEEP ON THE SOFA. NO REASON. FULLSTOP. Why doesn't anyone believe me?! Well ok... I know you all will, but that's not impt. THEY don't bloody believe me. And I absolutely HATE being accused wrongly.

And after I woke up and went to my bed, I woke 5 hours later, ate lunch and BLOODY FELL ASLEEP AGAIN. Another 3 hours or so. And I wasn't tired. I was just bored, nothing to do, didn't WANT to do anything and just lazy. And I woke up feeling freaking useless and pissed off at myself... And I started thinking about how lousy a person I am, which I still think I am because I'm not good ENOUGH in anything to get me anywhere near my dream house or something like that. I just feel as though life is a bed of roses for me to enjoy and sleep in, I'm starting to think and take for granted that when I grow up, I will have someone to depend on for everything. Losing the will power to actually DO something for myself.

Not to mention, how am I going to get lunch tomorrow? Because I HAVE 4 FKING BUCKS LEFT until wednesday. YES, LET'S STARVE!! How wonderful.

Ok relax. I was spsed to be out of my bad mood already. But it doesn't seem so because somebody doesn't want to pick up the phone. I srsly don't mind okay, I don't expect everyone to be awake or to be free to answer calls. But when ppl go on and off their phones on you... Nvm. It may just be an accident. It doesn't mind either that I just had the most horrible nightmare while dozing off (yet again) that I don't want to sleep now. I hate it when people go and and promise some things they don't even mean to do, I really hate it. I hate it when people pangseh me as well. If you aren't capable of doing something, don't promise it to me. I know I'm not perfect and I go back on my words too. But I definitely do not purposely forget/assume things or try to pangseh anyone. As much as I want to forget everything as easily as some people.

I wish I could be a happy person all the time. Don't take things to heart all the time, and just smile and laugh off everything unhappy, painful or annoying. I wish I will just stop offending people because of my selfish ways. I will never, ever have children. Never!! Random...

Yesterday. Was actually quite nice. Until the night of course. But yes, I rmb laughing a lot in school. But due to my bad mood, I really forgot already. I rmb laughing at addie a lot (: laughing with, I mean. Hahas. Some things... Let me try to remember. Hmm... Hah. Give up. Uhh, and then had free ice-cream which I missed despite knowing about it -.- and then afterwards I realised I stay in class for bloody nothing because nobody come up and give me tin can labels. Hmm. Nvm at least I sewed a bit of stuffs.

Had nice chicken rice for lunch (hmm, nice?!) lol... Most expensive lunch of the week leh, $2.10 LOLS. Insanity, never had myself calculating so much before. How I miss the days where I had $300/$400 at my disposal. How did I even do it? Haha. I went out (uhh, equally much) and definitely went shopping more (esp. with MJ ! -miss it-) After school, went CCK for CIP :S Tried on a shirt (teehee addie) and a super nice crop jacket that costed only $10. But I ain't gna buy it! Not even when I go back next week loaded with cash, just because I need to save money because I don't want to end up like this again.

The CIP was bloody irritating. And buying the sundae was a BIG MISTAKE. Because now I have no lunch money for tmr! ): ANDD. It just goes to show how little little control I have of myself. *Sigh. And I feel like going out on Monday! ): Should I? Should I not? Hahas. Oops it took me 30minutes to realise my earphones too loud acks. Ear spoil. Finally getting back my sense. Love writing. (Too bad I'm not good at THIS either)...

Oh anw, HAPPY STRAWBERRY DAY TO ADDIE AND XEO TOO ^.^

Stupid xeo, I te di call you to bring erasers!! BRING YOUR ERASERS! Rawr.

How am I going to sleep tonight huh ): I'm scared plus yeah, I probably slept too much alr ew -.- I don't think I can sew finish everything by Monday. But whatever. I don't know how many tin cans I'm spsed to bring tmr either because everyone gives me contradicting information or fail to update me. Ok but nvm, I shall just assume. Sigh and I think tmr is horrible day because make Gum very NAN ZUO REN... with all the clashing things then make me say wrong things and cannot think straight and was the initial spark to my bad mood.

But I still hope tomorrow will be a better day, for everyone. Out in the sun, out for some fun.

& I'm most sorry to you. I shouldn't be so heartless. Please come tomorrow?

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Sat on the roof
And I kicked off the moss
Well some of the verses well
They got me quite cross
But the sun's been kind
While I wrote this song
It's for people like you that
Keep it turned on

So excuse me for forgetting
But these things I do
You see I've forgotten
If they're green or they're blue
Anyway the thing is well I really mean
Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen

And you can tell everybody
This is your song
It may be quite simple
But now that it's done
I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is now you're in the world

I really wna watch it again, NAO ! Sigh :(

12:36 AM;